Breaking the Stigma

Published on: March 13, 2022

Mental health is for everyone, and a large percentage of the population faces mental health challenges. One mom, Jinae, shares her own experience and insights in order to help break the stigma.

By Jinae Higashino 

This article was first published in the October 2018 issue of BAMBI Magazine and was updated in March 2022.

There is an enormous stigma surrounding mental health issues. For anyone suffering from mental or neurological challenges, the thought of seeking help can feel insurmountable. Understandably, people don’t want to be labeled or stereotyped negatively. No one wants to be pitied or to feel invalidated and misunderstood by those who don’t understand the challenges of coping with mental health issues. Furthermore, there is always the fear of major repercussions in one’s personal and professional life. 

Afraid to share their struggles, many people end up suffering in silence, tragically not receiving the support they need. The World Health Organization (WHO) confirms that ‘mental disorders [are] among the leading causes of ill-health and disability worldwide’,1 yet many people never receive a diagnosis or seek treatment. Those who are suffering often feel they can’t talk about it and end up feeling alone, when actually, it’s a pervasive reality for many. 

As a way of contributing towards breaking down this stigma, I’ve started to share more openly with others about my own struggles. I hope with time more people with mental health challenges are able to acknowledge and face their circumstances, and hopefully, realize that they are not alone. The more that people can be honest and open, the less opportunity for prejudice and negative stereotyping to flourish. 

I have aphantasia, also known as mind-blindness. If you asked me to close my eyes and visualize my daughters’ faces, I couldn’t do it. But I can feel their essence in my bones, the fire in my older daughter’s being which brings forth her passionate exuberance and her uncompromising perseverance. With my younger daughter, I can feel the gentleness of her spirit fill me with calm and ease, the vibrational frequency of her soul set to the tune of unicorns and cotton candy. 

I have read books voraciously ever since I was able to read, and my mind seems to have compensated for the lack of visuals by heightening other channels of perception. One such channel seems to be emotional intensity, which can be both a blessing and a curse. In reading stories, I would largely describe my experience as a vivid emotional journey. In terms of daily life, I deeply empathize with others, yet can be destabilized by my susceptibility towards absorbing other people’s emotional states.

I’ve suffered from ADHD inattentive type (formerly referred to as Attention Deficit Disorder) my whole life, but only became aware of it once I became a mom and no longer had the time and space to compensate for it. Despite doing well academically, there had been a pervasive sense that the spinning plates I was trying to keep up were precariously about to fall and shatter at any given moment. Unlike the name would suggest, ADHD is less a shortage of attention as it is a hyperactive attention that pays attention to everything. With the commotion and lack of downtime that life with young children entails, my system easily gets overwhelmed. As a result, I need to strategize ways to conserve energy and avoid overstimulation. 

In high school, I was anorexic. I’ve also suffered from adjustment disorder several times from various life stressors. Depression and anxiety are occasional and unwelcome visitors, vying for control despite my efforts to evade them. I think too much, feel too deeply, and intake too much to be optimally functional in this world. Yet, persist I must. As a mom with two young, developing children depending upon me, I am acutely aware that my well-being is necessary for them to thrive.

I share these things with you because I genuinely believe they are nothing to be ashamed of. These are simply my realities, the challenges I have to cope with and factor into how I manage and approach life. In managing these challenges, self-care is not a luxury but an absolute necessity. Whenever I feel myself starting to get destabilized, I know I need to take a step back and focus fully on my mental health.

Becoming a parent brought a whole different dynamic to managing these challenges. Parenting is not easy. Something about the nature of it is incredibly raw and confronting, bringing to the surface every unresolved issue we’ve ever dealt with. If not proactively tackled, unaddressed issues will grow exponentially, spilling over into our relationships and overall life. Becoming a parent is a huge life change and one that many people have a hard time transitioning to.

While parenting brings many challenges, it also gives so much new meaning and purpose in life. In loving my children, I’ve learned how to better accept and love myself. For them, I’ve come to better terms with my shortcomings and limitations. When I felt unable to cope, I finally started seeking the help I needed, knowing they were depending on me. I’ve realized the best example I can set for them is to honor my flawed self and to have compassion for my imperfections. 

I want to give my children the sense that their value is not tied to their achievements or in doing everything right. Instead, it is in their essence and their humanity. It is in their smiles, the quirky things that make them who they are, in their love for others, their willingness to stumble and make mistakes, and to learn and grow from them. It is in their unique inner flame, the things that make them joyful and free and fully alive. It is not in perfection but it is in authenticity. I hope they can feel comfortable in their own skin and accept themselves, shortcomings and all. I know I’ll need to continually work on doing the same for myself, so they can see an example of self-acceptance and a healthy self-regard to help steer them in the right direction. 

As I’ve been more open with my struggles, I’ve also found many people are more open about their own with me. Some face mental health battles themselves; others have children who have varying conditions which they are struggling to understand and support. I’ve been surprised by just how many wonderful people I know face daunting, personal challenges. I’ve also been deeply moved by their bravery and resilience in working through trauma recovery, managing difficult conditions, or dedicating themselves to supporting their children with their unique needs and challenges. 

High profile suicides of celebrities who seemingly have it all are a stark reminder that humanity is vulnerable, and even the most capable or successful among us is susceptible. In reality, countless brilliant, successful, and inspiring people have been affected by mental health challenges. Mental illness isn’t a personal failure, and it isn’t something to be ashamed of. Rather than fearing mental health issues, we need to start recognizing these as a completely normal occurrence. There is nothing wrong with needing help when things get tough, and it is truly one of the bravest things to seek help when it’s needed. Mental health is a vital part of life and well-being. By breaking the stigma surrounding mental health challenges, we make it easier for people to access the support they need—the sooner we can break the stigma, the better! 

Main photo by Jinae Higashino; other photos from Canva.


1 World Health Organization (2001) The World Health Report 2001: Mental Disorders affect one in four people.

About the Author

Jinae is a former magazine assistant editor, photographer, and playgroup co-leader for BAMBI. After five years in Bangkok, she moved to the US with her husband and two daughters at the end of 2018. Jinae is currently a graduate student pursuing a Master of Counseling at California State University, Fullerton, with plans to obtain dual licensure as a professional clinical counselor (LPCC) and marriage and family therapist (LMFT).

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